Hello again my wordpress blog,
I’ve not come here for long time already, I know. Of course, many things’ve happened since everyday’s a new day. I do want to write this blog regularly but I don’t know why lately I’ve not really written anything.
What have happened when I was away? hum… nothing special, in fact.
My job? I like it though last week I was kinda overworked. Multi-taskS, I’ll say. Normally, I try to do the work in my hands with my best because I want the correspondents who (trust me enough to give me that work) to satisfy. However, when there’re many things to do at the same time, I started feeling stressful. I don’t want anyone to wait for too long, so if I let one person wait because I’m working on another task for another person, I’ll feel guilty for the first person hehe.
Also, my body got a cycle. When I’m full of energy, I’ll put all the efforts in it. However, after a while, that energy in my battery started decreasing and decreasing. Then, at some points, I just ran out of the energy, and the engine just stopped. I would become too tired. I want to work with all my best, but I’ll find myself not being able to concentrate and becoming less active.
What do I have to do? Recharge my battery! Stop and rest!! Then, I’ll come back again with my fully active mode.
Of course, I may not work as hard as others. There’re many other people who can work harder without running out of battery, but… to make myself feel less guilty, each person’s battery got different capacity, right? This’s mine and it got its own way of working. I just have to do my best out of it.
hum… today’s the first time (since I started workin) that I have a day off during the public holiday. hum… It sounds normal to have a day off during the public holiday, right? but my work’s quite different, so I’m quite happy.
wah.. I should stop talking about my work ><
Last weekend, I went to do the Japanese language test. The exam paper got so many pages from the beginner level Japanese til advanced one. They gave me 1 hour 45 mins to do… but… haha I finished before time since I answered only first 2 pages lol The rest? too difficult for my Japanese level =p The result? I can skip only one level of the course. The next course will start next month since I want to make it Saturday morning only. I want to leave my valuable Sunday alone. I’ve to work on some Saturdays already, so if I put another Japanese class on my Sunday, it’ll be 7 days without any rest.
Now my room’s so so so messy. Unbelievably messy. The same as my life. In fact, I think, my room reflects my life sometimes. When it’s really messy, I started feeling I live my life unorganizingly as well, and that’s not really good because I feel.. I live it in the unproductive way, and not really feel good with myself. Hum.. so this evening, it’s the time to tidy everything up. I think.. I’ve to do something better for my life.
Another thing’s.. when you guys commented on my blog even I’ve not updated for long long time… I feel… happy >_< because I feel oh.. I’ve not been forgotten yet. Thank you!! All of the comments… they always inspire me to write!
Oh… now… I’ve one temptation…….
I’m thinking of buying…… Nikon D90………..><; !!!
I’m not good at photo taking. I’ve never had any SLR camera. The best one I’ve is just fuji finepix s7000… which’s still not SLR..
hum.. hum..
dunno.. wahh.. My relative has D90 and he said it’s nice, but but but!!!
Its price tortures me a bit haha
hum… so expensive…
but I wanna try SLR camera.. and I know.. I stick to the brand Nikon this time.. hum.. hum..
I’m going to HK this Saturday, and I wonder if I should buy it there. Of course, the price there’s cheaper than here, but I’m not sure about the warrantee if it’s international or not. If not, I think I’ll just wait to buy it here.
Also.. another question’s… how much I’ll use it? and how much ability I can pull it out of the camera? It may be a good camera, but with the stupid user like me.. it may mean nothing, but just a waste of money…
ah…
let’s see…
hum.. I just drank a cup of tea. It’s M&S tea. hum.. nothing.. just.. the taste reminded me my life in England.
Did it happen to you as well? For me, sometimes some stuff is linked with some memories. I drank lot of tea in England, so when I happened to drink the same kind of tea as what I drank then, I’d think back of that time. This’s also applied to other things like songs, food, etc.
Now I feel like I wanna go out to shop some stuff like ingrediants for cooking. I wanna make miso soup and Japanese curry rice.
Since I came back here, I’ve not really cooked that often because it’s what my mum does. I found.. it made me eat more and gained weight – -;
I think I really need to reduce my weight (and I’m thinking about start cooking again at the same time? lol)
Should I stop today post here? perhaps yes since it’s long already.
I’ll try to come back to write again tmr =)
PS. Work’s waiting tmr… I’ll start working hard again =)
