Back to BKK again

I just came back from HK last night.  This trip, I’ve caught a cold since the very beginning.  The trip was ok, but not very very good since I caught a cold and also the political situation in Thailand.

I felt guilty that I was away from Thailand while this thing happened.  I felt guilty that I was away while other ppl at the office are working.  However, my aunt said I shouldn’t feel that or else I’d feel guilty all the time.  This thing’s something I couldn’t predict that it’d happen.  I got the permission to go, and the thing happened by the time I was already in HK, and I didn’t know before that it’d happen.  

I know sometimes I pressured myself too much.. even so.. my work’s still not good enough.  In fact, I put my satisfaction level at the quite high point.  I wish my work’ll be good and be appreciated by others.  hum… that’s why I always try to improve and do my best.

However, that consumes lot of energy.. that’s why I faced the battery-run-out mode sometimes.  hum… let’s see how things go… and what’ll happen in the future.

Anyway Anyway… I love travelling.  I wanna travel again in the future. =)

ah.. there’re many other things to write, but I’ve to stop here now.  I’ll go to grandma’s house soon.  I’ll write later when I’ve time.  

PS. I wanna have enough money to be able to travel regularly… but is it possible?  Any job pays that well? and will that job be mine? lol   hum.. anyway, I like my current job.  It’s not perfect, but nothing’s perfect anyway.  I’ll keep working there as long as I feel happy doing it.  To feel so, I’ve to also feel that other ppl are happy with my work.  For that, I’ve to do a good job. hum.. I’m still far from that, but I’ll try.